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On a break…

Everyone remembers the infamous Friends episode when Rachael accosts Ross for cheating and he adamantly shouts “We were on a break”. You probably don’t remember the specifics but that line is unforgettable, often repeated, and frequently used in parody. I used to joke about breaking up with my alarm clock at the start of every summer break. The very concept of being on break should illicit feelings of freedom. However, ever so rarely it does the opposite. For instance my current break from life doesn’t necessarily feel free. Now I’m guessing that’s because I have restrictions in place, similar to an ankle monitor without the actual hardware. And no, I’m not a flight risk nor did I jump bail but my doctor insists on my being sanctioned at home so I am isolated from the germy public. Both my soon to be father in law and my fiance are in complete agreement and insist on my not “rocking the boat”. I jest but in reality I have no intentions of breaking the rules, however that doesn’t mean that I have to like them. Consider this, I find going to the hospital gift shop exhilarating. I wish I was kidding. I actually have plans to visit it again on my next Thursday appointment; it’s scandalous, a shopping loophole (that is not Amazon). So as you can see my break from life is not exactly the break I would envision for myself. I have appointments frequently, and shouting “We are on a break!” probably won’t work.

So instead I dream of my girlboss status (even though it didn’t get picked up for a second season)  and being Alicia Florrick from The Good Wife. I even went so far as finding a padfolio to carry around when I return to work. I clearly have too much time on my hands with this break and have binged way too much Netflix. I never realized how much of my life was spent not on a break – running constantly. So I have since become an amateur photographer and ornithologist – inaccurately identifying neighborhood birds. I have also become a walker, not a street walker or a jay walker – a bike trail walker with my mom and my Golden. I intend to try painting and writing at everyone’s encouragement. I even signed up for an online writing camp, so we shall see. In the meantime I’m on a break…

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